Where my love for videogame stems from (For my Gamer dudes)

When I was a lot younger probably like 4 years old there has been videogame consoles that my parents would have for the entire family. I remember somehow grabbing the controllers and just booting up some of the racing games. Ever since a young age I became interested in Videogames. I had discovered multiple games that I really enjoyed. To begin one of my Earliest videogames was a winnie the pooh game I some how was becoming very addicted to playing it. Afterwards a while passed there was multiple games that I had. I had received some racing games, a curious george game which I believe I already beat, and a sonic game. When I was in 1st grade I used to wake up very early in the morning to play some videogames or watch tv. To be honest I really enjoyed a bit of those moments. I got so good at the games that I started unlocking a lot of stuff. I didn't have Wi-Fi or knew any glitches but I was so damn good at them. After a while passed over time I just kept repeating playing some games or I would play at the worst times which would stop me from really becoming a productive person. So engrained into a world of phantasy that I set aside the reality I had right next to me or the things I could have done. I think now I still enjoy videogames but in the present my love is very different of how it used to be I know if its the right time or not. When I was younger I pretty much lost a sense of time and all I could think was of that. When I got brought over the United States I felt like a complete stranger they had put me into school. The fact that I wasn't aware of a lot of momentary things have also affected when I needed to say some stuff or focus on what I had at the moment. It got so bad that when I reached 3rd Grade I almost ended up menacing a girl that was throwing food at I stood up to her and said I was gonna blast her with a rocket launcher. Of course, the whole cafeteria and school staff took that as a really savage action. And yes even till this day that has been the most savage moment in my entire life. Most people I knew from my past will remember. One time I decided to bring My videogame to school because I guess it there was day where they brought games and I brought my videogames one of my friends brought his card but it ended up overwriting my files I got mad at him but sometimes I wish I didn't get so mad at him. I definitely had a lot of things that I dealt with. I'll skip over to middle school now there was a videogame club where I met a lot of cool people during that time everybody liked to play videogames in the club and we were all playing smash bros for afterschool program. I would be one of the ones to spend time mostly in that room also the times where a lot of things occurred in my life. But I guess I also chose to play games right there and I would always in someway get beaten when playing videogames there. I had became so frustrated knowing that there were people that are actually better at playing the game other than me. my gaming carried over to high school. I found out there was club of gamers and I really enjoyed taking part in it. When I was younger in elementary my parents really wanted to keep me in school and had set me in an after school program I really didn't want to remain there much of the time because I never truly clicked with most of the guys there although there were some really good moments. However by the time I reached High school things became the opposite they didn't want me at school and it was so funny knowing that the things they believe I laugh about it right now but I guess that was a different period in life. I think that even till this day I still enjoy playing videogames but since I'm pretty much devoted to my current jobs I guess there's not much I can do about that. Another aspect that makes me love videogames Is probably videogame channels and theorists, for some reason I had grown into diving deeper on the lore and secrets of videogames and also onto livestreamers when I was younger there was some really good channels too where they did unboxings and I ended up looking over at those videos eventually some of those streamers either became more popular, kept making videos, retired, stopped making content, became crazy, or took their lives. I've seen a lot of great streamers just suddenly stop and I kind of miss some of those channels over time I altered my genres a bit but I always kept my love for what I originally grew up with its still with me but now it hits me in a different way. Now I go out a little bit more or am more social person than I was I still don't have the biggest audiences or know the most people but I'm sure I might get there at one point after all there is a time and place for Everything. I look ahead now and know that hey its alright to like videogames but its even more important to realize is the time now to play those games share about it. I'd say is it the topic of what you want to make it all about, or another aspect of your life that you can probably do more with it. Gaming is an escape from your everyday life and I'm glad that online many gamers are united. To be honest my least I'm good at it genre sometimes can be shooting games but you know what if you keep playing it your bound to become good at it. I know things aren't always perfect but sometimes we do need those little distractions heck sometimes you end up getting a lot of amazing things from it probably its soundtrack or music. It is important to always remain open. :) Really do make the best because you don't know if tomorrow those moments will all be stripped. Remember to keep going strong and learn how to tackle life, just like getting good at videogames. It ain't a game but a lot of the rules and math, games have kept it and there is a lot of elements that actually matter. Theorists keep solving the next puzzles for your local horror games or how a blocky game has evolved to become the way it is!!