Finding of Peace

Hello, Everyone again here at Life Experiences. I want to discuss one of the Heaviest topics in my Blogs so far. For a Very long time I feel like I've been robbed of peace in my life. Back then It was because I was the problem a rebellious child who refused to be part of the system. Always breaking the rules, never doing my homework and always involving myself in some type of drama unwillingly. You know what they say Chaos attracts Chaos and that's exactly what happened. After I ended up in high school I found that I had that I built a group of friends all people in special education classes because of my Irrational types of behavior with me being very different from my classmates. I used to be the type of guy to initiate an argument with the teacher or mess around in class projects. Barely being in the moment and always focusing my attention on something else these only caused more problems for me especially since I didn't change for a long time. After High school I ended up working full time for a job but Since i didn't transfer to a flexible schedule i ended up working as a full timer. I had family who were very angry at me and that didn't help me make progress any further either. I honestly expected the whole world to be rainbows and happy moments but I had to realize that moments that suck exist too and back then I absolutely knew nothing about handling those moments. Until now, when I have been at my most broken I finally figured out the secret of peace. So what is peace? There are many interpretations of peace. Peace of war, peace of melodies, peace between others and internal peace.

Peace is a world changer. It's what happened to many countries after a period of time and changes. With peace also came diversity its where all the colors of the rainbow shine. Peace is something very colorful rather than black or white. Although there will always be peace in lighter pictures after all its reflections create colors. But with Colors there are also Darkness and it covers all of the light stopping the effects of colors. However, pitch darkness is also something beautiful yet many people tend to be afraid of everything becoming so dark almost like they can't see anything. Should you? The answer is that once you rest in complete darkness you will be able to see the light once again. yet there are people who are either way too dark and brutal and there are those who are saturated with colors it prevents them from seeing the complete picture. The way everything works the simple nature of it all. When you chose to dress a certain way you are creating a reflection of light the natural color shaping and morphing yourself into another shade of that light. It's the beauty of life. Peace can be found even in the most chaotic of paintings, peace will always be the answer that is correct. That which seeks to cause harm onto others only brings more hatred its not an easy choice. Nobody likes to be violence it splits people from each other it causes a lot of problems. That's why I disengage myself from the current world of today even if its consequences end up changing people in ways that are bad. I always love to do what's right. Ask me any day if I want to help save the day I'll always be in to find a hobby that supports others. That's why I am passionate about my job, the customers I've met. There is always so much to learn. And sometimes that knowledge can make you end up making who you are. It's the origin to the different ways that we are but regardless the case if there is any fight that needs to be fought; it's not the fight for money, nor the fight for power, it's the fight for peace for me and for everybody.!!!! I don't want to give up the peace I've built up because I know that's what keeps me sane and giving me the fullest and for sure I don't want others to lose their peace because without them we wouldn't be here today.