Acceptance of mockery and time to grow up

There has been a period of my life when I was younger I wasn't too good with English since I had barely came to the United States and I did not know English myself. I was in a period were I had to kind of accept that I didn't know much I got mocked for not knowing much. Over time I remember being part of the after school program. My biggest flaw has been being an attention seeker just because I really wanted a group to notice me or hang out with me. But part of me was still a little prankster or wanted to be a little chaotic. Anyways I would handle such situations much more differently. My attention craving became so bad that It became almost like a movie on its own. Every single day living became miserable because I have felt a lot of times like I really don't belong there. I know things ended up changing eventually. Most popular became even more popular the not so popular became even less popular. As time went by something remained true that group that really didn't want to be hanging out with me ended up splitting apart and now things are very different. None of them if not most of them I haven't heard or know if they talk to each other. Regardless the case a lot of things became more changing. No matter the amount of mockery I received for being different I think I do feel more at peace knowing that Such group is not there anymore right now and even if they were still around I don't think I really pay much attention as much as I used to do lots of things that weren't acceptable slipped by but at the end of the day things have became much more different. now those elementary people carried on to middle school and most that knew about me also in some ways were in their own group however I eventually stopped caring about my bullies and Decided you know what this is all really pointless I finally just didn't mind them and they ended up just staying apart from me. The me now has became so adjusted to life but such things did happen. If there is any advice for those who have an experience like that remember that the bully also has a lot they don't want to talk about or are going through something and if they're being a jerk they have no right to come and harm you remember their actions are not something they can justify if its meant to hurt you. and these people will grow up and probably become depressed for blocking out everyone. Sometimes it really is ourselves who cause most of our trouble but I can't blame those who don't understand. Nobody can escape the change of mindset that happens when becoming older and sometimes we might laugh at the things you might have done yesterday. Live the present go out, enjoy a ride at the park breathe that fresh air or ocean breezes, and know how Amazing life really is.